#WyldePentecostyle

Today is Pentecost in the Christian tradition.

Today we believe a few millennia ago or a long time ago, the gift of the Holy Spirit was poured out into humanity recorded in the book of Acts (Acts 2:1-31) in the New Testament.

We are in that narrative the bringing together of every nation and tongue we see people who couldn’t read and or were not educated do the miraculous. We see a new society form called the Kingdom of God on earth.

We see the beginning of what then was called The Way but now is called Christianity. We see then a power so strong that it occupied all streets and occupies all streets today. Whatever you are experiencing whatever you are feeling the Holy Spirit is poured out to empower you to do the work you have been called to do.

I pray for REVIVAL in New York City and around the world. A revival of people seeking the face of God brought together through real devotion. Real love. That we would seek and save the lost (those in need of hope).

When I say lost I mean, when you have felt “lost” it doesn’t have to be not christian I mean. Last year I was lost. But I’ve been found and resurrected. I have a hope that can’t be stopped or stalled.

I believe you too can break every chain that has been on your wrist and ankles I believe that you will do more than you ever imagined because the God of Heaven put that inside you. So on this day of Pentecost…I pray we write, dance, sing, act, etc arts professionals lawyers, authorities, whatever your sphere. I pray we do it all for the glory of God and the compassion of others.

In Jesus Name Amen.

Why I Worship: JESUS

Why I Worship: JESUS

God is the single most important thing for me. I have had a 20-year journey with God. I thank God that I was given mercy and time to grow in my love for God. Which is why I’m thankful for seminary. More importantly than seminary though was the fact that since I was a young man, I have been in love with Jesus. I have had a relationship with God since I was a little kid. But it was when I was 17 in Newburgh, NY that it began and it sustained me in prison and saved me after release.

 

Why I worship God? Because He is faithful and just. The bible is the book of God. I found that I could change anything in my life, through the application of this book. God is faithful, his purpose and plans are accomplished regardless of the directions I choose. In the end, he is a loving father and he is the one who runs to us. I worship God because I’m lost without him. I need God like a recovering alcoholic needs the rooms of alcoholic anonymous.

 

The first time I heard Kirk Franklin’s, “The Storm Is Over Now” I felt the pain leaking out of my eyes and covering my face, I felt the confusion and pain, leaving my body, leaving me empty and open to receive a new lexicon. A lexicon of mercy and grace. I worship God because I see results. Many years later now, if I didn’t see another sign I would still worship him, because He gave me that peace in prison, and after that peace, he’s still God, He’s in love with us, He’s the God of the universe and I’m lavished in his love.

 

I worship because there is no other source of salvation in the entire galaxy. There is no other hope. I tried Alcohol, drugs, sex, being a workaholic, the music scene, the art scene, engaging in every form of social justice there is, fighting for the rights of animals, spending hours and hours with the poor and the destitute. Fighting for the rights of the oppressed in prison. All this for what, I spent hours in class and in the library, I spent hours in bars arguing for the existence of God. I spent time reading numerous text on salvation outside of God, but there is no one who can melt my heart, there is no one that when I hear his name, I instantaneously experience healing, peace, comfort, joy, hope, salvation, change, and confidence. In Jesus, I can do anything and outside of him, it just doesn’t feel right.

 

This world is obsessed with finding a salvation outside of the God of Israel, but there is no other name in which we are saved, no other name but Jesus! No other name but Yeshua, Adonai, Jehovah Jireh, Jehovah Nisei, El Shaddai, Mighty King, King of Kings, Alpha and Omega, Wonderful Counselor, Everlasting Father… Jesus is the salvation for the world. I respect and trust people of other faiths. I know that for other people their religion’s help them in life, but as a pastor of Christian tradition, I believe in the gospel of Jesus, there is no other name.

 

I believe that worship should lead us into harmony with our neighbors. We don’t need to be at war. Why are we at war? Is it over God, or is it over oil? It’s oil. Jesus, is salvation. For so many who don’t take the time to understand what this faith means, there is push back because we have not given them authenticity. I worship God because this is my passion, my sustenance. I really don’t have anything else. I’m not super good looking, I don’t have great business acumen, I don’t have a steller academic history, I didn’t even finish high school, but I believe in the God of heaven.

 

By believing in the God of Heaven. The one we read recorded in the “book” the bible, we learn about a God that was committed to a people with no home or land. We see a God committed to a people that continually left God, we see a people that continuously without fail went back to the culture they were called out from. We see a people choosing empire over a savior. We see a people so helplessly in love with themselves that they ask the God of Heaven for a king to rule them, because trusting God just isn’t working. I worship because it was God and God alone.

 

I preach Christ crucified but I also preach life and possibility. In the past, few months I have seen my life change so radically. Let me share just briefly what God has done since January.

 

In January, my grandfather passed away. He was a mighty man of God a pastor in Upstate New York from the Wesleyan tradition. Around that same time, I came back to NJ from Florida. While with my family I mourned the final stage of my divorce, and I embraced a new journey. I began to pay tithes and offering to a church I wasn’t even completely sure about but their pastor was speaking into my life. I began a transition from Vegan to eating meat again. I began a class called Preaching and Worship with Rev. Dr. Edward Hunt. This class would be the final piece to God’s wonderful message in my life.

 

I was learning how to eat again, I had vitamin deficiencies, anemia, I felt like I would break in half. See, the previous year I was drinking every day all day, I would stop for work and then go back to it when I got home to Jersey. But, in it I knew that there was more for me. I know now that I was simply grieving the loss of my exwife that it was normal. I thank God for professionals who can help us understand this. But, I was forging toward a new life. I began to attend Hillsong Church NYC regularly and joined there StreetTEAMS ministry encouraging our friends on the street (homeless, incarcerated, addicted etc). I found my faith rise. But it started with worship…

 

See in May of that previous year, I attended my first service at Hillsong. I was skeptical and doubted but I needed to sing, I needed to hear good worship music, I needed God, I was involved in some things and it was doing nothing for me. I just wanted my exwife back. I was in the service, and we sang a song called, “broken vessels (amazing grace)” This song moved me, and I found myself saying, JESUS you’re here. You’re in this place, you’re in a mega church, how is that possible. But I joined the church in January and I gotta say it was amazing and it’s been amazing to be a part. I recently was moved into leadership of the StreetTEAMS ministry where I mentor a couple captains and inspire them to inspire the volunteers. It’s amazing, we call this “Occupy All Streets” it’s a blessing, to see the world beyond politics and activism into a real-life work of God.

 

It’s May 22, 2017 I have grown so much. Thank to that class in January I know that I’m called and that I will be equipped. I’m not supposed to be perfect or so good, but to be reliant on God. I know that the health, sustenance and belief of people is contingent on my health, belief and sustenance. I know that I worship a God that can change the courts, he can turn a judge in your favor, he can give you a career helping folks that you were told you will never work with, he is the God of Israel and the Bible is where I can learn about him and the Holy Spirit is how I know God never leaves me!!!

 

I’d like to end this with a couple bars from Broken Vessels (Amazing Grace),

 

“All these pieces

broken and scattered

in mercy gathered

mended and whole

empty handed

but not forsaken

I’ve been set free”

 

//

 

“You take our failure

You take our weakness

You set your treasure

in jars of clay

so, take this heart, Lord

I’ll be your vessel

the world to see

your life in me”.

Brothers Keeper (The Easter Rising)

 

Happy Easter Everyone!!!

Today’s initial blog post will just be a song by one of my favorite bands Sleeping Giant. This Easter I think we should all (who believe in the prophetic witness of Jesus) think about the movement of love and justice today. We must celebrate and shout Alleluia as we are not abandoned and our savior lives, but more so than that its because He (Jesus) wanted us to end oppression, He wanted us to provide space for “others” to be welcome to the table of Eucharist and He wanted us to defy systems that militate against his teachings. “We pray with our eyes open, so we can see the victims of injustice” Tommy Green of Sleeping Giant once said. We need to see the victims of injustice, that’s why The Easter Rising matters to me. We have to end racism, sexism, homophobia, queerphobia, transphobia, ageism, homelessness, ableism, stigma on mental illlness, apathy toward the victims of the PIC (Prison Industrial Complex) we the body and blood of Christ, our the answer, not your government though we work together and collaborate, when justice knocks its the church that can immediately be aid in a time of need. I’m committed to this Jesus, all other Jesus understanding is feel good apathetic energy…I praise because their is a battery and eternal significance to my actions, I praise because when this world crushes me and you, there is a table presented to refuel and get back to the work. This movement is not dead, because He is not dead. I also acknowledge that we can not always be protesting, we need to dance and share a drink or three too, I’m saying I don’t believe Easter is just about individual salvation, that’s something else. I’m saying Easter matters because there is an eternal promise that We Have Overcome, because HE Jesus has overcome the world.

That’s why this song speaks to mortality and that our movement is not dead, because Jesus is not dead, He is risen…Hold Fast!!!

Brothers Keeper (The Easter Rising) by Sleeping Giant

We are armed insurrection
We’ve only begun.
We are genesis to revelation.
We the rising tide.

Reformation
Revival
Come and See.
You can kill one man but
I guess you don’t see
the million other men who stand
waiting behind me.

“I solemnly swear to tell the whole truth.”

Testify To the resurrection
Defend The Cross.
We are the ground swell.
We are the mob rule.
We the rising ride.

Reformation
Revival
Come Join with Me.

You can kill one man but
I guess you don’t see
the million other men who stand.
Waiting behind me.

If they shut me up who’ll take my place?
Who’s gonna testify.
If they end my life will you finish the race.
Why’re you gonna live and die.
Who’ll speak.
Testify to the Easter Rising.
I will Testify.
The Easter Rising.
I will give my life.
The Easter Rising

#SermonFromSuicide

  
I preached on #SuicidePrevention and #MentalIllness a while back. When I preached from the context of my personal bouts with suicidal thoughts and how even after “becoming” a Christian I still struggled. Being a Christian is a great thing we have a shadow side as all major religions do but Jesus pulled me out of darkness. Now I’m not saying I’m all smiles now, I suffer with depression not as a illness but as a state of being that I haven’t been able to shake even with the”Holy Spirit”. I say this because to many times we are pressured into being sanctified or healed and not enough in the moment of pain. We need to sit in our people’s pain and learn to listen. We need to listen or we will lose whatever supporters and friends we have left. I know that God is real in my life but that doesn’t mean that you will feel that way. So on behalf of a outreach workers, hey! I’m sorry for trying to recruit you when you were clearly going through something. I’m here and I will listen. If you don’t want to talk to me then please check out @HeartSupport.Com a great resource using message boards both public and private to help you with your struggles. Jake the founder is the singer of August Burns Red and he lives what he teaches. 

Lastly, I know it’s hard when you feel so alone, when life left you feeling abused and shamed and in pain etc…but you are more than your pain, your pain is part of your story but it’s not all you are, we are more than our pain. 

My prayer tonight is that anyone reading this that you would know that your not alone and that God has lavished God’s love on you through Jesus. Jesus was a revolutionary and he died fighting for peoples freedom to love and be loved without fear or restriction.

Please if you are ever or are dealing with thoughts of suicide now or were don’t hesitate to leave me a comment, we can do this, together. That’s why I’m writing this. 

I Love you,

JP ❤